Inside Invisible WallsThe Season of Lights Christmas lay beyond the pale of my ghetto but O those distant lights attracted me along with angels, tinsel, Santa Clauses, stockings by the chimney, Scrooge turning jolly. One Christmas eve I hung a stocking up, found it empty in the morning and was told every day is Christmas Day for Jewish kids. * I never had a chance to light Hanukkah candles at my grandparents’ house because the men came first then the boys then the women then my big cousin Betty. Once my little cousin Dan acting out of charity offered me his candle but Grandpa said no... so I had to grow up to earn my own light and I had to grow old to value candles that authenticate the past by burning out. copyright 1976 by Joanne Seltzer first published in The Mickle Street Review reprinted in Inside Invisible Walls all rights reserved |
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